Today was very eye opening for me. I watched the video of Beyonce's performance during half time at the Superbowl. If you have not watched the video of the whole performance being described and explained, you should watch it. The video gave me chills and kind of scared me when I realized that I have listened to her and even liked some of her songs. After watching the video I decided to look up every artist I listen to and to check if they are part of the Illuminati. It surprised me to find out how many Hollywood stars are involved with the Illuminati. We live in a world that is filled with evil. I admit that not all of my music choices are very good and I am working on that. It is very true when it is said that the Devil works through music. Most music artists are involved with the Illuminati and it is very scary! As a Christian, we must be very careful of who and what we support. Hollywood in general is not good and we must be careful. Now, even though the earth is filled with evil, we don't need to live in fear. God is beside us night and day and if you are a Child of God you have a type of "force field" around you. However, this does not mean that we can live however we want and do whatever we want without there being repercussions. If you choose to go to wrong places and listen and watch wrong things, then that gives the Devil a way to drag you down. Be careful that whatever you do be God approved! If it is questionable, just don't do it! Better safe than sorry! But know that the Lord is with you and protecting you wherever you go! The Devil can pull you away, but if you are a true Child of God the Devil cannot bring harm to you!
Today I was in a very good mood and after school I was skipping down the hallway humming and smiling! As my friend said, " It was like you we're floating on little rainbow clouds!" Sure, I got some pretty weird looks from some people, but I was happy and that's all that mattered to me! My friend asked what had happened that made me so happy. I told her nothing specific, I am just simply very happy! After I said this, I got to thinking...yes something did happen that had made me happy! I woke up this morning with two lungs full of air, the people I love in good health (minus some colds and pink eye), a beautiful world surrounding me, I have the ability to speak, sing, smile, taste, and hear many wonderful things, and a God above that loves me! With all of these things around me, how could I not be happy!? So yes, I am going to skip down the halls, humming and smiling, despite the weird looks because I am simply happy and want to share that happiness with the people around me!!
You may have read my previous posts and asked, "but how exactly do you live a beautiful life and so easily accept who you are?" Simply put, because I am a Child of God! With Him holding my hand everyday and holding my heart, it makes it easy to wake up every morning with a smile on my face! I am confident in myself because He made me and God does not make mistakes! If God does not make mistakes, then why should I not be happy with who I am or how I look? With God, life becomes so much easier (not saying that there are not hardships in my life, because there are) and it becomes much more enjoyable! When life does get tough, He is always there for me no matter what time of day and that is a very comforting thought! So if you are trying to live a beautiful life, but are having troubles with it, ask yourself, "Am I a Child of God?"
(WARNING this post is going to be really long!! So if you do not have the time to or you simply just do not want to read it all then don't start now.)
You may start reading this post and you will think to yourself, "Why is she telling us all this information?" Well keep in mind all that I am about to say is leading up to my main poin of this post! Facts About Me: My three favorite colors are purple, pink, and red (but never together). I was born in New York, but did not live there long enough to remember what it is like there. I have moved around a lot in my life and have never stayed at a school longer than two years. I drink coffee and tea religiously (2-3 cups of coffee a day and 1-2 of tea). I love to read and the feeling I get of being "transported" into the world of that book! (And yes, I have cried over the death of characters in books). Singing and listening to music is something I LOVE to do!! I will sing at the top of my lungs to Josh Groban and Adele!! I listen to all genres of music, but have recently become a big fan of KPop (Korean Pop). I ABSOLUTELY love anything oriental and am learning to speak Japanese and Korean! I can sit and watch Korean dramas all day! I love to eat Asian food (well all food for that matter!!) I dream of traveling the world and meeting new people, trying exotic foods, and seeing new and beautiful places!! The top four places I want to visit are Japan, Korea, Ireland, and France. I am a NERD and proud of it! I study all the time and work hard for my straight A's! After high school I plan on getting my Bachelors in Neuroscience and then to enter med school! I want to specialize in Neurosurgery (brain and spine)! I have fantasized about auditioning for a talent agency in South Korea many times, but Neurosurgery is at the top of my goals list! I love all of my family and friends dearly! I tend to trust people way more than I should. I have never truly hated anyone in my life and when I love someone, it's unconditionally! I am always thinking about my dream wedding (which would be on a beach). I appear shy when you first meet me, but once I feel comfortable around you, things can get crazy!! :) I am short, skinny, and I am not going to brag about my appearance ,but I am not ugly. I have been called a midget, an anorexic, and ugly before, but I have never let those harsh words get me down. I am not perfect, but I always try to do what is right. People either hate me or love me, but it does not really matter to me. I am pretty reasonably easy to get along with, and once I have made up my mind to do something, I do it. I love people in general and I think humankind in general is very interesting and beautiful. I admit that I like people watching (just not in a creepy stalker kind if way). I love to take pictures and to look at pictures of things that I find beautiful. My favorite animals are horses, cats, and dogs. I went horseback riding once when I was very little, but one of my dreams is to do it again. I can be very random at times, but it keeps my life interesting! I believe in seeing the beauty in everything! There are most likely things I forget to mention about me, but this is me! Love or hate me, that's for you to decide. God made me who I am and I do not wish to change anything. This Is Me! Now, all of that to say this...we live in a society where people are living their lives wearing a disguise. So many people today hide who they truly are simply because they believe nobody will like the true them. In reality, it does not matter what other people think of you! Just be your own beautiful self! If you enjoy doing something then go do it! It would be a very boring life if I always did what the people around me enjoy doing because we all have different interests. I am my own unique person and enjoy doing a lot of things that some people find weird. If I let the fear of people thinking I'm weird get to me, I would be very unhappy because I would never be doing the things I enjoy doing. If you find interest in something, go with it, despite what the people around you may think. Let those people live their lives the way they want to and you live yours. If someone asks you why you are doing something , look at them and say, "Because This Is Me!" Live your life doing what you enjoy and stop worrying about others. When someone comes along that loves you for "you", they are keepers. Do not let these people slip through your fingers, keep them close to your heart. When life gets rough and you just need someone to talk to, those kinds of people will always be there for you. Live your beautiful life with your head held up high, a smile on your face, with the people most precious to you close to your heart, and simply say to the world THIS IS ME!! Living a beautiful life means changing the way you look at things. If you are just living life without experiencing all the wonderful things this world has to offer, then yes, I can guarentee that your life will not be beautiful. I have learned in my short life, that I am far happier when I am trying new things and having adventures. When you live life to the fullest and never have to ask yourself the question, "What if I had tried that?", you start seeing things through a different pair of eyes. I know people that go through life nonchalantly and never consider doing something amazing with their life. With this mentality, these people are very miserable. It is very disheartening to see people living this way. No matter how hard you try, you cannot change these people's perception of life, they must do it for themselves. If you are someone that has a nonchalant attitude towards life, and want to change that, then start experiencing things you have never experienced before and go on an adventure. God has blessed each and ever person with the ability to have a beautiful life. He did not create us to have a terrible life, he created us to have a life full of curiosity and adventures. I am not saying that life is always going to be easy, but when life throws a curve ball at you, hit it head on. When you have reached the lowest possible point in life, the only place to go from there is up. Rise up from those trials with your head held up high. When you do this, you will have a feeling of self-accomplishment. Self-accomplishment is a wonderful feeling and it gives you a kind of adrenaline rush. This "rush" gives you the overpowering desire to face new obsticles without fear of failure. Never be afraid to fail. When failure does come your way, consider it a learning experience. I have had plenty learning experiences in my life, and they have made me a stronger person. So without fear of what may happen, go live your beautifully imperfect life. When the day comes for you to move on from this life, you will leave with a smile on your face knowing that you lived it to the fullest. You will leave without regret and I guarentee that you will have touched, in some way, the lives of many. So go, live your life, because it is a beautiful thing and so are you.
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